Thursday, February 28, 2008

Awakening the dragon

It's coming back. And it feels SCARY good!

FINALLY. After two full months of completely nightmarish training, with setback after setback, and paces slower that what I was running over a year ago, I feel that my body is beginning to awaken from its 8-week slumber, and recognize that it's time for marathoning again.

The events of the past 8 weeks really altered my self-perception of my abilities. It was truly shocking to be completely unable to hit any sort of reasonable pace, despite really hard efforts. For almost all of January, I was unable to run more than 12 miles at 9:30+ min/mile pace, and crashed out completely on several attempted long runs. After 1 week of decent lo-volume training with zero speedwork in late January, I promptly was nailed with the flu, and got even further set back, to the point where I lost almost all of my training adaptations over the past year. When I returned to running 2 weeks ago after the flu, I was nearly unable to run faster than 8:30/mile without feeling as if I was going to die. And it seemed that no matter how hard I tried, I wasn't getting any better. In fact, I was so far off pace that I couldn't even recognize the paces from my training logs. As late as last weekend, on my first decent long run, I was "sure" that my long run pace on the flat beach must have been 8:10/mile, not 7:10/mile for my aggressive heart rate (158-160bpm), as I was working so hard and going so slowly. However, inspection of my training logs from October 2007 showed that yes, I was indeed running 7:10s for 12-15 mile midweek long runs, and I was simply over a minute per mile slower now compared to then. If it weren't for my detailed logs that I kept that "proved" that I had actually done those hard workouts in late 2007, I really felt as if I would have just settled for a 3:30ish effort at my next marathon, and been happy with that, given how slow I've been currently running and how little I've been improving as of late.

Last week was really the turning point of all this badness. My lungs were finally clear of the horrid damage from the flu, and my legs weren't completely dragging (although they were still chronically fatigued.) I forced myself through an entire "real" week of training, including a 20 mile long run, a 6-mile tempo run, and a midweek 15 miler with 5 MP miles thrown in there. Of those three workouts, the only one I pulled off was the 15 miler with 5MP miles at 7:10/mile, and I barely survived that one. The tempo run had to be cut short after 2.7 miles, since I simply was too fatigued to go any further even 20sec/mile slower than my target tempo pace, and the long run was run substantially off my regular pace. Still, this was significant progress compared to the horrendousness of the prior weeks, so I was optimistic for the first time.

This week has been a true turning point for me. Despite the hard efforts of last week, my legs finally realized that they're not getting any breaks. For the first time in nearly two months, they "woke up." I noticed this on Sunday, when I started my 17-miler, and felt that the legs actually wanted to go on their own. I ran a hilly 8 on Sat at a good clip, then did the 17 on Sunday without any significant slowdown or decrease in effort, and felt completely fine the following day. This was actually quite shocking to me! I put in one day of easy running, and then re-attempted that failed tempo run from last week, and put up 6 miles of 6:24 min/mile pace out of 11 total miles yesterday. I expected to really feel the effects of that one this morning, as I haven't run that fast since early December (!), but strangely, I felt completely fine today. I was intending to go easy today to recover from that effort, but I got sucked into a Nike 5 mile group run in Beverly hills, and clocked 6 miles at a very aggressive pace, finishing 2nd overall of all the runners there, and averaged 6:20/mile on the flat parts, and 6:50s on the big hills. I added 6 more miles on top of that one for another solid day of running. And I still feel fine!

We'll see how this weekend's long run goes, but for the first time in 8 weeks, I feel as if my hard training efforts from 2007 are coming back. It really is as if I'm resurrecting a mystical source of power somewhere inside of me that was lost beyond hope for quite awhile. The paces, effort level, form, and power of my runs has gone from miserable to strong within the past week or so, and I'm excited to see where I can take this training in the upcoming months. It's fun, and a bit scary as well. I still can't believe I can run this hard without feeling the afterburn!

With luck, I'll find that sub3:10 marathoner that's still hiding somewhere inside of me, and I'll coax him out into a race again. Ok, I'll probably have to DRAG him out kicking and screaming, but he's definitely going to make a showing in the near future, like it or not.

PS - I also realize that I've been really run-centric with detailed times and paces in the past 2 months of posts. It's probably due time for me to switch gears a bit in my next post - I'll see if I can get some pics of one of my radiology workplaces at the county hospital and tell a bit more about my "typical" day to mix things up a bit.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Getting back in shape, and still off form

Well, I put up another pretty decent week of solid running this week. Solid in that it was free of injury, flu, and coughing. I've noticed that I'm no longer obsessing over my sprained ankle, which used to really scare me on all my runs through January - I kept having flashing images of these horrific crunches involving an errant landing, and it really bothered me for weeks. This week, I seem to have finally gotten over that.

My paces are horrifically off from what they were in December, when I was "in shape." Having the Garmin 305's heart rate data has proved to be very useful in terms of evaluating pace and effort, and I suspect that with continued use, I will be able to make much better assessments of my overall physical condition at any point in time.

This was today's 17 mile run. My legs were dragging at the start due to a decent 9 miler on hills yesterday, but this is already unusual, given that my weekly mileage is still nowhere near my 80-90 peak range when I'm in shape.

TODAY FEB 2008 17 MILE RUN:
Distance Split pace Split time Avg. HR Elev. chg. Accum. pace

11.20 7:22 7:21 164 -2 7:35 164HR for 7:21?! I'd DIE in a race with that.
11.91 7:24 5:14 165 +23 7:35
12.91 9:26 9:26 145 +90 7:43 And a climb over the final miles
13.91 9:00 8:58 144 +72 7:49 Finished with only moderate effort.
14.91 9:07 9:09 144 +98 7:54
15.91 8:32 8:31 150 +56 7:56
16.91 7:57 7:56 148 -41 7:56
17.62 9:34 6:47 140 -1 8:00

My HR data at miles 6-10 are particularly telling how off-form I am. HR 160 for me is a fairly considerable effort, comparable to race-day MP, I'd guess. (Unfortunately, I don't have any marathon race-day HR data yet.)

Compare this to one of my long runs during the month of December, in the weeks before the Houston marathon, and during overall mileage of 80-90 miles per week:

DECEMBER 2007: 22 mile run
(Final 4 miles of a 22 mile run - the other mileage splits were kind of screwy due to me trying to start/stop it in between)

Distance Split pace Split time Avg. HR MaxHR LoHR

19 6:49 1.00 10.3 159 164 107
20 6:49 1.00 10.5 164 167 110 I really thought I had a lock on a 3:10
21 6:55 1.00 10.1 162 165 111 marathon with this kind of pacing
22 6:40 1.00 11.4 167 169 111

This run was a 12 moderate 7:20s + 6 sub 7:10 +4 MP at the end. The MP end pace is in red. The elevation change was close to zero on those final 4 miles. Note that my pace at HR164 is 6:50/mile, or probably just a hair faster than my realistic marathon pace back in late December. Compare that with the data from today's run, where on a stretch of flatland, and not even late into the run, my HR164 is a 7:21/mile, or nearly 30 seconds off pace with equal HR intensity. It's amazing how fast you can lose fitness, even with heroic efforts to stave off the dropoff!

I'm definitely, 100% out of the Napa Valley marathon next week. With the types of results I've been putting up, there's no way that I can even hope to have a decent race - I'd guesstimate that a 3:20 result would require a 100% effort from me in my current fitness state, and that's not worth the training hit I'd take as a result. (I ran a 3:19 at San Francisco in July 07!)

I'm not sure when my next marathon or race is going to be, but the two major targets are the hilly Palos Verdes marathon in May (a local race for me) and the SF marathon in early August. I don't intend to maintain megamiles from now until then, and will likely stay around 60s, and target a 10K and half marathon to do well in around April before restarting marathon training in earnest. It's proved to be very tough to maintain enthusiasm to train hard when things are SO not going my way; I feel that I've really given it my all in the past 2 months post-Houston, but my body simply is not responding any where near close to what I expect it to do.

On the bright side, I do anticipate some substantial gains (well, not really gains, but "return to previous form") over the next few weeks. I'm really expecting to see that pace drop as I start doing some speedwork and tempo runs again. I also guess I can't be too hard on myself, given that I'm only 2 weeks post flu recovery, so I should be pleased that I can put up some solid efforts at this stage.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Crawling back to form #2 - and more analysis

These past 6 weeks have been quite challenging for me in terms of running. As you could see from my prior post, I've been sidelined with a ridiculous array of problems, and my running has definitely taking a big hit in the process. The most recent one was the flu that I got hit with last week. Actually, everybody around here got hit with that flu - 90% of my radiology co-residents were wiped out at one point in the past 4 weeks, as well as most of the faculty and staff. Fortunately, it seems to have ridden out from here. I believe that this year's flu shot was relatively ineffective at countering this flu according to the CDC, covering less than 10% of the most prevalent flu strains out there (though I do have to check my reference on this.)

As for me, I was socked out for 3 days flat-on-my-back with high fever, chills, and horrendous muscle aches. I was on call as well during that time, so that didn't help things either. After getting over that stretch, I've been suffering the after-effects of the viral damage to my respiratory epithelium. In other words, the lining of my airways has been damaged, and a lot of it sloughed off in the recovery period. I haven't been able to run at more than a "long run" pace this week because of incessant coughing fits. I think people on the track thought I was a nut-job yesterday, as I passed some of 'em and then had to clear my lungs out for a good 10-20 seconds. Yuk.

So I'm crawling back to form yet AGAIN. I've definitely fallen out of shape. My legs have been really struggling at paces which were normally very routine for me. Perhaps the most telling is my 12-mile pace. Granted, I couldn't run it at true tempo speed due to my lungs, but regardless, my legs could barely maintain a 7:40/mi for the distance. In contrast, I was pulling 6:55/mi in November. I do think my form will come back very quickly though - for being "out of shape" and recovering from illness, I am managing to put up moments of good running in one out of every 7-8 miles, which make me optimistic.

Now is actually a good time to analyze my Houston performance and make the necessary changes to avoid such a repeat disaster. I really had been hoping that it was "just the clams", but this prolonged recovery period clearly indicates that other things were remiss as well, and it is very well possible that despite being in theoretically excellent shape for 3:10 in late November, that I lost a lot of ability in my poor taper. Still, I do think that the GI distress was responsible for 80+% of the bad result, and I'm definitely not going to do that again!

As for those godforsaken clams which people seem to be amazed that I dared to eat pre-race, there actually is a story of behind them. Since I'm lactose intolerant, I have a hard time with various pasta sauces; marinara seems to always demand Parmesan from me, so that's suboptimal in large quantities. As a result, over the past 5+ years, I've had a tradition of eating linguini with white clam sauce (neutral-type oil base) as my go-to pre-race meal. It has served me well up to now, and I've never had any GI distress of any sort despite eating this dish hundreds of times. Every single one of my PRs, from 5k to marathon, have been achieved with this dish fueling them beforehand. I'll have to play it more carefully from here on out, but as for Houston, I really was just doing what worked for me in the past, even if it was more superstition than anything else.

As I mentioned, I had a really, really suboptimal taper. It wasn't due to laziness or bad planning on my part - I was using a Pfitz taper schedule which had worked brilliantly well for me for the SF Marathon in July 07, so I was once again sticking to what worked for me before. Unfortunately, between the holiday travel and sprained ankle, I lost nearly 10 days of solid training. I suspect I may have also over-did the final 22-mile run (averaged 7:10 for 22 miles on a hilly course!), and that effort may have compromised my subsequent marathon performance, or at the least, my taper. I have seen estimates that 8 days off from running will cost about 5% of performance, and 14 days off will cost about 10-20%. I'll bet that even if I had been in true 3:05-3:10 shape in mid-December, I lost at least 5% of my ability, and likely more during the taper. That 5% translates to 10 minutes of race time for me! With a realistic target of 3:05, it makes it very likely that a 3:10 was just out of reach given my poor taper, even without the clams.

So did I shoot too high for my target? Actually, I definitely do NOT think so. Given my 3:19 at hilly San Francisco in July, and 6 months of super-solid training with high mileage, increase tempo runs, and great diagnostic leadup races, I'll bet that 3:10 was really a soft target if I had had a decent final taper. Actually, I'll bet that even in my SF marathon condition in July 07, I would have had a legitimate shot at 3:10 on a flat course such as Houston, even without the training of the last 6 months. (My 10k time back then estimated a 3:07 flat-course marathon.) So I definitely think that my 3:10 target was more than achievable.

In terms of what adjustments I will make for the upcoming season, there definitely are a few. First, I plan on training for 18 weeks max. The 24 week training period was WAY too long for me. I think that with my big miles logged and emphasis on running in my blog, people forget that I am a radiology resident at UCLA. This is a VERY demanding job with very long and very hectic hours, and constant evaluations of your performance. Running is very important to me, but it's a distant third in terms of priorities to me (first being GF/family, 2nd being radiology.) I work quite hard at being the best radiology resident that I can be, and this is a very, very mentally and physically demanding task. I lost literally every other one of my full weekends over the past year, covering 1, if not both days for 12 or 24 hour shifts. Training at 80-100 mpw with this kind of schedule really was extraordinarily difficult, and an ordeal that I'm not willing to go through again. I plan on running around 60-70 miles per week in general, and peaking at 80-90 for a few weeks only this time around, mostly for logistical reasons given my constraints of work.

Next, I plan on substituting a day of cycling for running for most of the training cycle, with the exception of 4 weeks during peak cycle. This is not for improved performance, but more for variety in my training, and to build toward a future interest in triathlons. I am fairly certain that I'd run faster if I eliminated the cycling and just stuck to running, but I think at this point in my fitness, it's a good move given my future interests.

As for my choice of next marathon, I'm going to stick with what has worked for me and not shy away from the hilly marathons such as Palos Verdes and San Francisco. My training course is decently hilly (-300 then +300 elevation over 8 miles), and I think I may be relatively stronger at courses with this sort of elevation change versus dead-flat courses, which give me no advantage. I'm noticing this on my recent runs, where I struggle a little bit on the downhills and flatlands for the first 5 miles, but then feel remarkably good on the uphill final 5 miles, often outrunning my downhill/flat pace! Part of this may be because I train with a heavy Camelbak as well, and thus my legs are better at strength-grinds versus rapid turnover. I think that come now, I should be in strong enough shape to run a 3:10 even on a challenging course such as SF, and it is a very likely target. The other likely target (though it's flat as a pancake) is the San Diego Rock N Roll marathon in June 1, mostly because it doesn't sell out. If conditions are right, and I'm feeling good, that will be a "last-minute" option for me.

Lastly, I have been making some important observations about my diet during this taper. I normally care little for dietary plans, and just keep in mind that variety is good, and that I need to emphasize carbs due to all the mileage. In practice over the past year, this has translated into eating tremendous quantities of pasta as my choice food, basically using a perpetual carbo-load approach on a daily basis. However, in analyzing my general food choices during my taper for Houston, I definitely cut back on pasta since I was running much fewer miles. I likely ate more rice during that period in favor of pasta. I do think in retrospect, that this wasn't a wise move, and probably also cost me performance on race day. For me, pasta loading works much, much better than rice loading. I'm not sure why, but I definitely experience a much more sustained carbo load with pasta versus rice. This has become dramatically obvious in the past month, during which I've run very little, and thus didn't feel the need to "pasta carbo-load" on a daily basis because of my low mileage. I've basically crashed on every run over 12 miles as a result, and the one good run where I cranked out 17 miles 2 weeks ago, I carbo loaded with pasta quite aggressively for. I don't think I'm overanalyzing this - the results are too consistent to be otherwise. Today, I did a 12-miler, and didn't have a chance to eat pasta yesterday or during the day due to being on call until 10PM every day this week (again) and being at work. Once again, I really suffered in the first 2miles and it was looking like I was going to crash out early again, but I fortunately had anticipated this, and scarfed down an entire CLIF bar that I had brought along, which dramatically helped my performance within minutes. I literally went from feeling like the gas tank was totally empty to revving up to speed, all within 5-7 minutes. I think that switching back to this heavy-pasta daily carbo load diet is actually REQUIRED for for me to train at the volumes and speeds which I was accomplishing 2-3 months ago - I just had to learn it the hard way.

Wow this was a long post. I just had a lot of analysis that I thought I'd get down in concrete form before training in earnest starts again. Whew!

ADDENDUM Sat 2-16-08: I carbo-loaded with pasta starting Thu (normal amount of pasta), and ate a lot of pasta yesterday. It really did make a huge difference out there today on my long run. I was planning on 15 miles, but ended up running 20, and maintained a decent pace the entire way with only minimal slowdown at the end, and even tackling a uber-hilly course in the final 4 miles. I've also reviewed my logs, and I'm pretty sure that my training paces started dropping off around December, when for whatever reason, I started to shift away from pasta carb-loading and ate more rice. I'm definitely switching back. I don't think this is all just in my head - I've crashed on too many mid-distance runs lately, including an attempted 15 miler earlier this week that I had to cut short at 11 miles since I ran out of gas. We'll see how this pasta-heavy diet affects my training in the upcoming weeks. Also, I'm really enjoying the HRM of my Garmin 305. Today I just aimed for 145-150bpm for the first 8 miles, and then 150-160 for the second half, and it worked quite well. I think I've been overdoing the hills previously, and with this more even effort, my pace was more steady, with little dropoff in the end. I was pleased that even for being out of shape, on flat-land, 145-150bpm equals about a 7:10-7:15/mile pace, which is pretty much exactly what I need to BQ. This is definitely better than where I was 4 months ago, where a similar effort equaled about 7:35-7:40/mile.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Wimping out - not in my book

Sorry - this is one of those posts I'm putting up in response as a "rant" against a few flames I've been taking on the forums after bailing from the Napa Valley Marathon.

In particular, two forumites who I'm normally on very good terms with, are flat-out stating that bailing from Napa represents nothing other than me bowing down to my fear of failure, and that the right thing to do would be to man up, run it, and then believe the results as the best measure of my training. Actually, there are many more forumites who think I have it in me to run Napa and do well - I just have to "go out and do it!"

I strongly disagree with this sentiment. I think that I've clearly fallen out of shape since Houston, and I would likely crash at the upcoming Napa marathon (in 3 weeks) but it would have very little to do with my solid training from 6 months prior, and a lot more to do with the timing of the race.

Here's what I'm working with if I were to run Napa:

- Mid-December: Last 20+ mile training run, taper begins
- Late-December: Sprained ankle, nearly zero running for an entire week premarathon
- Early January: Bad day at Houston. I'm man enough to say that yes, I "f**'d this one up completely", but as much as I hate excuses, I refuse to believe that I'm indeed a 3:45 ability marathoner when I'm healthy.
- Mid January: I've definitely suffered post-marathon strain. Can't run more than 5 miles before cramping up in my legs completely. I suspect that I can't bounce back from races as fast as some more gifted folks, and that the strain from the race was greater than expected.
- Late January: The ONLY decent week of running since mid-December, logging 50 miles.
- Early February: Full-out nasty flu that's been going around. No running for 6 days, and after today's run, I think it'll be an entire week before I get even back to where I was 7 days ago.

The Napa Valley marathon is on MARCH 2. That gives me 3 weeks to train from today, which means that I would have 1 week to recover from the flu, 1 week to "train", and 1 week to do a mild taper. Keep in mind that the largest number of miles in a week I've run since mid-Dec is 50, and that was ONCE. The rest of the weeks have been from 32-47, and most of those either easy taper miles or ugly post-race recovery miles, with no "quality" miles and no speedwork whatsoever. And only one run of over 15 miles during that entire period.

I think that given this situation, I'm clearly out of marathon shape (actually out of general running shape), and it would make no sense to run Napa Valley in this state. Had I been logging good miles immediately post-race, and had at least 2 more weeks than the current situation, I would still be in. But come on guys, give me a break - I'll need more than 1-2 weeks of real training to get ready for a marathon!

I'm also quite shocked that these same forumites that so strongly think that I should have just taken the "DNF" at Houston, and did the wrong thing by finishing the race, still criticize me for being a wimp about this upcoming race, and being "afraid to finish a real marathon." Sorry guys, I finished at Houston even though I knew it wasn't my day, and I've accepted that ugly result as my own and have never attempted to hide it. I'm not sure what some folks are getting at by saying I need to "take responsibility" for that result. It seems that having the guts to finish a tough race and take the tough result isn't quite enough for some folks to qualify as being committed to one's running goals. Sheesh!

I'm looking forward to another hard Pfitz 18/70ish training cycle with a late spring/early summer marathon. I love running, and even with this Houston fiasco, I'm not going to let it derail me from my ultimate long-term plans. However, I am taking a more long-term approach, and I think it's an overall healthier and more sustainable approach rather than just measuring myself strictly by my last race. I'm also going to steer clear of some of the negative energy being sent my way on the forums - I'm having a hard enough time dealing with getting back into shape as is. Sure, I'll admit that I'm more anxious to run marathons after my blowup at Houston, but passing on Napa has nothing to do with irrational fear, and everything to do with the reality of being out of shape right now without time to get back into form. I've been working my butt off even during this recovery period to see if I've got it to still run hard, and thus far, I've been stopped cold by my body, which demands an adequate postmarathon recovery period. Those who say I'm wimping out really do have it all wrong - there's nothing weak about my commitment and dedication to my running (and other) goals.

As for the comments that I'm a hypocrite and "changing my tune" after failing at Houston (which forumite Squirrel keeps throwing at me) I'd respond that I'm definitely not a hypocrite. I knew even from a few months back, that this single-minded PR quest would not be sustainable for more than a few months, and I've posted before on how mentally hard it has been to keep up this kind of heroic training effort with a busy job. I was hoping it would all be worth it with a payoff at Houston, but alas, things didn't work out. At first, I was really, really crushed about it, thinking I'd invalidated my whole work of the past 6 months. Truth is, I'm still in the greatest shape of my life (though I can't go and just run 26.2 on whim!), proved that I can run high-level volume and intensity, and improved my nonmarathon times by the largest margin in a short period of time compared to anyone on the 3:10 boards at RW. That's not a failure by any stretch, and I think failing to appreciate these earned gifts would be more an indication of myopia than anything else. So yes, I am "changing my tune" this training cycle, but it's a good change and one that will make me an overall better as well as happier runner. And don't think for a second that I'm settling for second-best from here out. I can pretty much guarantee that I'll be training harder than almost everyone out there with comparable goals, as I did for the past 6 months. This time though, I'll stop the smell the roses along the way!

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Bowing out of the Napa Valley Marathon

I'm finally recovering from this god-awful flu after 3 days of fever & body aches, and 2 more days of hacking coughs and congestion. It's definitely taken its toll, and I embarked on my first run today after 6 days completely off. The run went fine, but I for sure have lost all the training effects from last week, which pretty much puts me in no shape run any sort of distance, let alone a marathon, in the upcoming weeks.

In the interest of not getting injured, not setting my training back even further, and not putting myself in for another huge (easily foreseeable) disappointment, I'm bowing out of the Napa Valley Marathon which is due in 4 weeks from now. I estimate that I would need this entire upcoming week just to bounce back from the flu, which would only leave 2 weeks of recovery-type training, and then a 1 week taper. That's no way to run a marathon, at least for me. I contemplated running the half marathon there, but there's really no point in doing that as well - I'd learn nothing from the experience, and would definitely underperform by a large margin.

So for now, I'm scaling back, and not going to rush into any other races. I'm simply not ready, especially after the sheer number of setbacks I've experienced in the past two months. I'm trying to keep my head up through this mess, but even for someone as stalwart as myself who never gives up, it's been a very trying and difficult time for me. For the past two months, it seems that no matter how hard I try in running, something horrible seems to happen to me.

I'm going to spend the next 2 weeks just running with no particular goals or set races in mind, and try to just enjoy the whole aspect of running. I believe that there's a time and place for everything, and for me, after this 6-month push of sheer performance-driven running, I need to regain some perspective and regain some pure enjoyment from this worthwhile activity. Driving myself into the ground now would not prove anything. In the back of my mind, I'm definitely eyeing the Palos Verdes Marathon (May) and the San Francisco Marathon (July) as possibilities, but I'm not even going to count the weeks to them for a good 2 more weeks.

I do hope that my unfortunate outcomes in my recent marathon does not adversely affect peoples' opinion of my training regimen and strategy on the various marathon forums I frequent. I do think at times, that my recent bad outcome has led to some folks looking at my high-mileage / easy miles buildup as a suboptimal plan, but I would disagree. I think my bad outcome was not reflective at all of my otherwise excellent training program, and I am still very proud of accomplishing the training goals I set out to achieve over the past 6 months. It may be just my mind playing games with me, but I seem to be noticing more and more "low-mileage" running plans touted on the forums I frequent, and I can't help but wonder whether some of these folks have looked at my blog, looked at my training and Houston result, and concluded that hi-miles are probably not the way to go for marathon training. If I have any particular regrets about running such a god-awful time, is that I suspect that it's fueling some of these misguided folks with more ammunition to convince themselves that striving for more solid miles is not the way to go. This is not a good philosophy with regards to the marathon, and I am strongly opposed to those promoting it as a "good" plan for beginners or those striving for better performance.

We'll see what the future holds in store for me. As for now, I'm adopting a slightly different philosophy for a few weeks in training, and am going to not focus so much on times and goals, but more on the experience and enjoyment of the act of training and running itself. I think that this is probably a healthier, more sustainable, and more balanced approach in the long run, and that if I can learn to really value the act of training and running above all, that I will be better prepared to continue gaining even when the PRs are long gone. Don't get me wrong, I'm still going to train hard as a dog on the hard days, and still race like a demon whenever I realistically can, but I think with a focus on enjoying hard training, the PRs will come on their own.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Stricken with the flu

I've been completely sidelined with the flu this past week. It most definitely is the "flu", and not just the common cold, as I developed 2 days of high fever, body aches, and the whole panoply of flulike symptoms that aren't the typical constellation of upper respiratory type transient symptoms associated with minor colds. This was despite taking extra contact-precautionary measure at work, such as carrying around sani-wipes in my pocket to wipe down phones & keyboards, and numerous uses of alcohol-based hand-sanitizer during the day. Unfortunately, when the majority of people at your workplace are ill or recovering from illness as was the case in mine, it's often inevitable that you will pick up the bug, likely from the airborne particle component.

For me, this flu kicked in smack in the middle of a 24-hour call shift, where I was stuck at the hospital in-house for 24 hour period. It was definitely no fun whatsoever to be reading films with a fever, terrible cough, and a massive headache that I couldn't alleviate with meds since I couldn't get any (despite being in a childrens' hospital!) since while on call at this hospital, I can't leave the premises for too long. One of the longest call nights I've ever had yet, for sure, and a miserable one, at that.

There's obviously zero running going on right now. For the last two days, my body's been aching all over so much that I've had a hard time getting out of bed! This of course begs the question as to what's going to happen for my upcoming Napa marathon on 3/2/08, which is as of now, less than 4 weeks away, and which I was already underprepared for to begin with. My guess, is that it's likely going to be off. Not to be a pessimist here, but I don't think that 3 weeks of decent training, if even that, is going to be enough for me to pull off any hopes of a decent marathon. I don't really care about the time I run, but I sure as heck am not going to run this thing if I'm going to be walking in the end again. No way, Jose.

I do hope that I'll be able to get back into the real training groove immediately after this illness fades (by this weekend.) I had just hit the return of my normal stride last week despite the reduced mileage, and had my first decent long run for nearly 7 weeks. It has been incredibly frustrating for me to go through a crappy 3 week taper, horrible race, and then be forced through a necessary yet ignominious 3 week recovery period, for a grand total of 7 weeks of unplanned ugliness in my running. This may not seem like such a long stretch in the grand scheme of things, but to put it in a little perpsective, at the rate with which I had been improving in the months prior to that, those 7 weeks could have earned me nearly an entire minute of performance of improvement in my half-marathon time, and probably nearly 3-4 minutes in the marathon. Not a trivial amount.

Illnesses always force you to ask yourself, "Is this Murphy's Law at work again, or is there really any good time for an illness?" To me, it always feels as if Murphy is at work, with the illness seemingly striking at the MOST inopportune moment, but in reality, with my long-term training schedule of late, there really is NO good time catch an illness, save for the 1-2 weeks post-race taper, which may not be such a good time in reality since that would probably mean some illness prodrome during the target marathon. Part of the reason for my immense disappointment from the Houston debacle was that I actually managed to make it through 98% of the 6-month training cycle without getting a single debilitating cold or flu virus. Those kinds of numbers are unusual for me, and I was really hoping to take advantage of my good luck. This illness has certainly proved to not be a good timing event as well, knocking out one of the already precious few weeks I have prior to Napa. Of course, the converse argument that this is a GOOD time to get sick is equally true, in that I really have no time restraints in terms of a good marathon at this point, and there's the entire year left to keep trying.

If I do not run the full marathon at Napa, I will most likely shoot for a late-spring or summer marathon. I think I actually prefer those races, for several important reasons to me. First, I live in Southern California, which means that there are usually several good options such as Big Sur and San Francisco, which do not come with the blistering summer heat found in locations such as Miami or Texas. Second, spring training in Southern California is a sheer joy! The climate does get warmish during the afternoons, but it's probably good for temperature acclimation (rarely above 88F here) anyway, and evenings are lovely. Third, no flu/colds to deal with, or at least, a hugely decreased risk of dealing with one. Given that I ALWAYS get nailed with one of these flu/colds every winter, choosing a fall/winter marathon is always a risky proposition for myself.

I think that if I get myself into shape again, there's a good chance that I can run a BQ 3:10 at San Francisco. This hills are a definite challenge, but it's an honest course and one that I've done well on before. After this past week's long run, I think that I may be relatively stronger in terms of uphill running than I am on long flat stretches, so my performance on hillier courses may be relatively increased on such courses. (My daily training route is usually -300 then +300 in elevation.)

I really do hope I can start training hard and well again without any more of these incessant endless setbacks that have completely plagued my running for the past 2 months. I've never had such a concentration of badness occur in any stretch of training. Then again, I've also never run so consistently and strongly in the 9 months prior to that, so I'm not complaining! (yet.)

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Where the hot girls are - Nike Group Runs!

I know - it's a pretty lewd title, and very uncharacteristic of myself to "lure" you guys (ok, and some girls!) in with such a title. However, it's been my first "good" week of running since Houston on Jan 13, about 3 weeks ago, and it's been a fun one as well.

So where ARE all the hot girls? Well, I'll admit - I'm definitely NOT the one to go to for the definitive answer to this question. (Not even remotely close!) However, I did get another opportunity to participate in a group run sponsored by the Beverly Hills Nike earlier this week.


The Niketown in Beverly Hills is a mammoth building, with 4+ floors of merchandise, with the marketing to match. The group runs from Beverly Hills are extremely popular with the general running community, and they offer distance from 1 mile, 3 mile, and 5miles. There are all different pace leaders as well, ranging form 12:00/mile down to sub 7:30/mile. The real killer draw, however, is that Nike really knows how to throw a good party. The run is free and open to the public, but they "gently" encourage you to demo their Ipod/Nike+ music kits and their Nike Vomero sneakers. In return, you get free technical socks, and for the first 100 folks, they give out sport bags, and even legit technical T-shirts (awesome!) And at the end, there's an entire BUFFET of finger foods, water, and sports drinks, all for free. Not just cookies and donuts, but a real all-out spread. Amazing.

I'm not usually one to applaud the megacorporations, especially the ones spending megabucks on endorsements which I don't think add to the product (remember my affinity for Payless shoes?), but in this case, I have to applaud Nike's efforts to promote running in the community. The most amazing thing about these Nike runs, is that they draw a HUGE contingent of recreational (think non-racing) people who still do run 1-3 miles on a semiregular basis, and love the sport. This is very different than most of the community running clubs around, which have great regulars with lots of experience, but definitely draws a more "hardcore" group. It's super cool to see everyone out at 6:30PM, excited as all heck to run, and some folks wondering if they'll even finish the distance, since they're just getting back in shape. I love that energy, especially from the newbies!

Ok, I know, I know. So what about the girls that you're all dying to hear about? I'm not single, but I still admit that I can appreciate the finer aspects of the opposite sex. Particularly smart, athletic, and attractive folks who enjoy running and fitness enough to show up at a group run in the dark in Beverly Hills. And for some reason, the Nike group runs draw a HUGE number of women in their 20s-30s, and attractive ones at that. Even better, they're often wearing the T-shirt of the last race that they ran, either a 5k or half-marathon, which makes it a complete cakewalk to approach them and chat with them. (BIG HINT for single running guys: take advantage of this!!!) I'm not a flirt at all, but wow, it was so easy to talk to so many folks there just by noticing the race shirts they were wearing, and commenting about how hot the 2007 Orange County marathon was, or how awesome sprinting down San Vicente in the Brentwood 5k is.

To illustrate from psychological terms how great this situation would be for a single person looking to meet folks, think of the following: what other situations can you so easily identify and connect with someone's big accomplishments that they're proud of? I've found (through my vast experience - just kidding!) that perhaps the most potent way to make a "connection" with a new acquaintance of the opposite sex is to find out what their drives and passions in life are, and then let them tell you all about them. They instantly feel all the wonderful feelings from that activity that they're telling you about, and instantly associate YOU with all those good feelings. Often, if someone has run a half-marathon or other race, they've cared about running enough that it's an important, and usually joyful part of their life. As a fellow runner, when you plug in to that good energy vibe, well, it's all downhill from there! If I were single, I could have probably gone home with 5-10 phone numbers from super-cool running ladies I met there. (My GF doesn't have to worry though - I'm well behaved!) I don't think you could ask for much more at a social event - bright, educated, athletic people, with a high concentration of singles. Wow!

As for my 3rd week postHouston, I'm finally getting my endurance capabilities back. My speed returned last week, but anything over 10 miles was a complete disaster, as my legs would suddenly fail me. This week, I logged only 48 miles total due to very busy work demands (3 x 24 hours shifts in-house, averaging 2-3 hours of sleep on those nights), but I did get some good "quality" running in there. (I do hate the term "quality" for running - in my book, a 10 minute/mile recovery run is just as high quality as a sub-7 tempo workout, if not more so.) I wasn't planning on running as fast I as did this week, but I joined a track workout with the Los Angeles Running Club, and ended up throwing down 4 sets of 9minutes tempo/1min recovery at 6:20/mile pace. The next day was a blistering Nike Group run, setting off with the sub 7:30 min/mile group on an uber-hilly course through Beverly Hills, and ending up averaging near 7:00 min/mile, with the last 2 miles at 6:25/mile INCLUDING traffic lights - I hit 5:45/mile on a long downhill stretch and still got dropped by the pace leader, who I later found out ran a 2:50 marathon in his debut earlier this year. I added 7 more easy miles on top of that workout to make it a Pfitzlike speed day in terms of volume.

Today was my 3rd attempt at a long (15+) miler. My last 2 attempts post-Houston were comical disasters, as my legs were shot to complete hell. I was forced to a walk after 12 miles last week, so I wasn't expecting too much this time around. Started REAL slow, and aimed for 15-18 miles, with the option of bailing early if the legs were aching. It didn't start well - I felt a brief twinge in my left quad at mile 5, and was worried that I'd have to cut it short. I hit the flat beach section, and took it easy, running 7:40/mile at HR=140s, which is a bit slow for me, but ok. Interestingly, I felt better and better as I ran, and as I hit the final 5 mile stretch, which is about a 250-300 foot elevation climb that usually knocks 30sec/mile off your pace, my legs suddenly "woke up" - I ran 7:10/mile over the entire uphill stretch. My HR seemed remarkably high at 160, but strangely, the 7:10 effort felt substantially easier than the 7:40 flatland pace. I suspect that some of the hard bikework I did last week was kicking in here - my quads ate up that climb, and I believe that those 7:10s were the fastest I've ever run that long incline, ever. I finished a solid 18-mile workout, and was tempted to tack on 4 more to get a 22 in, but reason took hold of me, and I called it a day. Nice.

In these past several weeks as well, I'll admit that I've taken a huge psychological hit post-Houston. It's obvious that my physical state was so weakened during that race that it didn't reflect my true ability whatsoever, but being so beat up after the race has not helped at all in believing that I can run anywhere near my target time. I've always been an optimist, and have always believed in my power to achieve my goals through hard work and commitment, but I have to say that this bad result at Houston is one of the hardest things I've had to deal with mentally. It's been very personal - nobody around me notices that anything's at all different with me, and it seems that I've taken it all in stride to them, but deep down within me, that once burning fire to race joyously has been replaced with fear and uncertainty about my abilities. Still, I'm learning a great deal from this setback, and there is no doubt that it will be one of the most valuable lessons for me in my life. From a practical standpoint, I've learned that post-marathon, the drastic reduction in miles and effort is probably equally important from a mental standpoint as physical. After the SF marathon, I didn't run over 10 miles at a time for 3 weeks, and I felt that I was falling out of shape, and I got a bit frustrated with how "lame" my workouts were. However, after those 3 weeks, I was rearing to go - since I never "crashed" in the recovery period, I was burning with running ambition, and that allowed me to embark on the huge mileage buildup over the past 6 months. In contrast, this time, I pushed a bit harder than my body could take during these past few weeks, and I've learned that the mental letdown of failing on several runs can adversely affect your perspective of your abilities. The LAST thing I would want to do now is to embark on a super-ambitious training cycle! In the future, I most certainly plan on running low miles in the recovery phase, to preserve my mental fire to train hard and compete hard for future efforts.